It was early morning, there was this strange movement darting from our kitchen to the hall. It was quick and caught my attention. I went after it to see what caused it. I could not believe my eyes when I saw this densely thick black huge cloudy mass ( almost from ceiling to floor tall ) standing near the main door couple of feet away from where I was. It wasn't in any particular shape - not human-shaped or any other that I could think of. Just then it turned towards me, and I saw the most frightful sight ever. An even denser hole type mouth opened angrily as It sucked me right in, with a growlish sound. I struggled to move out, but I was completely engulfed by it. I let out shrieks, fighting and struggling to get away. But it was very strong. I got exhausted fighting and screamed out to God to help me. 'God' 'Jesus' 'St.Michael'...I called out again and again, trying not to lose hope. I could feel my energy drain away and I could only plead God to come and help me. As I was calling out, I was still firmly under its grasp. I could not move. I didn't have any strength. Whatever it was, it was very powerful. Weak, I could only bleakly call out to God to save me. It was then I could see a ball of light ( no bigger than a basket ball or maybe little smaller ) approaching from top. Slowly, it came from up to where I was. I could automatically recognise - it was God. I was instantly happy and hopeful. It seemed to say - it had come for me and I was so thankful. By the time it reached me It had become a large mass of light and went behind me. It did a whoooosh sound - defeating that black thing and I was set free from its clutches. I was so happy I thanked God again and again. Few moments ago I was wrapped in scary darkness; and now, I was free with the light engulfing me. I felt so blissful, happy and protected.
As I stood in that overwhelming mass of light, I could hear his voice directly inside my head - as though in telepathy. God was talking to me in telepathy. His voice was pleasant and mascular - maybe, to make me understand. I thought my questions in English and got the replies inside my head in English too. I talked to God for a long time and he answered plenty of my questions but now I remember only a couple. Strange, but, maybe he didn't want me to remember them in this earthly plane. But I remember, he explained lots of things to me. Of all the questions, the ones I remember asking were :
God - have I done any sin or bad things. I may not have intended and done few things not upto the mark, but, my intentions were never to hurt anyone. Maybe in heat of the moment I made bad decisions, choices or done some mistakes. To this, God replied that - I didn't and I shouldn't worry about it. That they were not really 'sins' as such and were pardonable. Hearing that, I was so relieved.
Next question I asked was - God, there are so many versions of you, whom do I pray to. Its all so confusing. God answered me to pray to 'Shiva'. When I asked how. He said - just utter 'Om Namah Shivah'. Then, I told him, but God...I normally pray to Jesus, and believe in him. Isn't that okay? He said - no, that Jesus is evil. I was bit surprised as it can be controversial too, but then, that was God - he knew best.
God then showed me how the universe and all other demi-Gods functioned. He told me to look at the sky. And I was amazed to see it filled with the devis/devtas till my eyes could see - all spread out. They looked like 2D drawings and were looking at the earth - and yes, they were all moving. 2D drawings normally are static. These Gods weren't. Their purpose was to observe the happenings of earth and the universe. And they are always doing that constantly. So, they are indeed looking at us, after us all the time.
After a pretty long conversation, it was time for God to leave. I thanked him again and again for coming and saving me. I felt so happy and light - as though all my worries were gone. God went and I was still basking in a pure, happy and calm state. I then opened my eyes. I was in my bed. It wasn't a dream only. It was indeed a visit from God. Why I think so is explained below ~ There are three stages in sleep. As you are starting to sleep its called non-rapid eye movement (NREM) sleep. its when most spiritual encounters take place and real visitations from the outer world - good or bad, occur. The next stages are deep sleep when you don't have any dream and are in a very deep sleep state. The third is the REM or rapid eye movement - its when you see many dreams, often illogical. These dreams are not same like ones during NREM, which are more realistic.
